Omg i had a creeper today at my school. I was walking toward my friends when this guy suddenly yells out HEY YOU! , i turn around.. BAD idea. He walked up to me and said whats your nameeee, let me make this clear . I DO NOT KNOW THIS GUY. i was like Alyssa… *starts walking away* then he follows me AGAIN and by the time im with my friends he STILL decides to stand next to me. He asks sooo wheres your class, u takin eng or something? im like uhhh yeah….. CREEPPYY man. He looked CREEPY TOO! then after like 5 min he walks away. A little advice to anyone. NEVER TURN AROUND WHEN U HEAR SOMEONE SAY HEY YOU..
HAHAHA dont judge me 8) *sniff sniff* , sighhh i saw THAT guy with another girl today, what a slap in the face , Which is a good thing ! cus i needed that. today was good . FREE COFFEE AT MCDONALDS ! YEE MANNG. whateverrrrr all you “Oh ew mcdonalds” STFU its free ! nov 15-28 ! <3 oh and yesterday i was watching valentines day the movie (again) with all those famous actors. DAM. its depressing. thats if your single. LOL. I just realized i spent my last valentines day ACTUALLY eating a tub of icecream on the couch while watching a movie in the dark. YEA im not kidding.. wierrrd .. tell me about it. lamme
soo i know i havent written on tumblr for a while. thats becuz ive gotten soo lazy to pick up the laptop from my floor. i learned that you should charish your life and live it to the best you can because you just dont know when it will end. This last week, opened my eyes. i was put under i.v (meaning they stick a big needle in my arm and you watch liquid drop from a bag for about a good hour or so ), and had to drink this gross stuff. I remmeber looking in the mirror at the hospital and seeing this girl i’ve never seen before, with her blood shot eyes, and pale skin. I felt dead. I felt pain. When i got home, i saw my mom. She looked at me with such terror and she helped me with everything. I could barely talk, so i just pointed most of the time. I would sit on the couch and just stare out the window for a few minutes. This lasted 2-3 days. I scared my friends, my family. Im sorry. I cant thank them enough for all the things they did for me. I love you guys so much. After that day, I had a lot of time to think. I decided that i’ll try my best at school, and become the best rounded , down to earth girl that I can possibly be. To my mom, I promise. Never again will i make you that worried.
Today i was giving advice to my friend that just broke up with his girlfriend
Ayewongg ; says:
*did u try working things out
*like talk to eachother after the fight
*it wasn’t a fight and we didn’t really talk after that
*i don’t want her to suffer so i just let go when she said it
*but i still don’t get it, if two people still likes eachother why would you brake up for no reason
Ayewongg ; says:
*well i think, if you still like her alot then you should talk to her and ask her questions
*like take initiative
*because sometimes girls want the attention or just in a bad mood overall
*Just give it time and do something cute for her to show her u still love her and that shes your whole world.
*im not sure if its for your situation but yeah
*i dont think you should give up
*i know that i shouldn’t give up but what she been doing kinda piss me off so i find it hard to talk to her when we don’t even get a chance to talk.
*what does she do ?
*one of the reason was because she said she was busy with school, but week after week i see her going out doing stuff i find this all bull shit
*so right now i don’t have the mood to talk to her, i think i will just end up bitching her out
Alyssa wong ; says:
*everything takes time right , sometimes girls just want a little space. but im not sure if this will work but u can give it a shot , like write her a letter saying something on the lines like “hey I know we havent talked in a while, but i wanna let you knoe that uve been on my mind the entire time. Im sorry for everything that ive done to upset you, if you need a little space then i understand just let me knoe, i miss you. (write moree stuff” )and end with somethingg like if you get a chance call me or soemthing i ono and maybe deliver flowers to her housee or osmethng
*or write her a song and record it
*yea i think i’ll do one of those, thanks
i realized … how can i be the one giving advice if i cant even take my own.Every time i wait till the last second until the chance has already passed by me.How could someone know about relationships if they never had one. WORRD. :(