Alyssawongg

So just now I went out to get some bbt with the guy on my first post. We started things normal, and it was a bit wierd cuz he acted more happy then i remmeber him to be. like he was even making jokes and stuff . HE NEVER MAKES JOKES. We were laughing like old times. But when he was driving me back home.. i asked him what i yelled at him on the phone about on the day of prom?, but all he said was that it was a long time ago and he couldnt remember. wthh if u waited 1 month to ask me to hang out again , then why are you so afraid to tell me what happened. like seriously, newsflash i think you saw this coming. you can tell me anything you want indirectly but you cant face me in person? wow. just wow. maybe i just made the situation worst. :(

im sorry. 

VANNNCITTYYY YEEEE!!! :]

To look back on the past, I can put a smile on my face, thinking about all the good times and all the friends thats always been there for me, definitely gets me through each and everyday.  

I wish i could just lay on the grass all day and free myself from all problems.

Its funny how only two months ago my stomach would do all these kinds of crazy flips when you signed on and now….I don’t care

Its times like these when I wanna take my time to capture moments like these.

Sooo another dayyy .. I just found out i had a test tmmr ! omfg wish me luckk.. anywayss remember my first post? the guy i was talking about. SO i tried msging him yesterday (forgot what i was gnna ask him) but yeaahh i was totallyy over him but i said hbd to him today and ommgg he might come to my birthday !!! SHOCK SHOCKKSSS ! but dosent matter if he comes or not cuz im ovverrr himm and UGHHHH  but I sorta like this other guy hmm still not sure thooooo EFF MY LIFEEE ! i just wanna slapp ma sellff in the face a couple timesss. grrr life is soo complicateddd. I like this picture above, i wish a guy did that to mee haha jk or pulled the spiderman moveee! thats cuutee LOL but when will that ever happen ! i tell yah NEVER ! HAH 1 in a million , stupid frkkenn hannah montana! EWW BARRF I said her name !! now i have to scrape my tounge . sorry im wierd. lol. thats all. ;)

Soo I had a test yesterday and I got up hmm average time but my car didn’t start up ! So I ran to the bus stopp and luckily my dad saw me waiting and picked me up and drove me to school :) but we almost got in a car accident cuz yennoe my dads asian and the other guy is asian driver soo BAMM bad mix :S
And thennn I had to take bus bak home and there was this reaally reaally smelly guy standing in front of me .. OMFG BARRFF !!! Then I almsot fell on him. Also! I think ppl thot it was me that stinked .. Sighh
Later on in the dayyy I lost my frends graphing calculatorrr omfgg I was soooo scared .
Talk about bad luckk ehh?
But the next day was better , my friend in my class foundd the calculator in his bagg *mysterious look* TEEHEE.

OMFG i want a kitty as cute as this onee 8)

The girl who seemed unbreakable- broke.
The girl who seemed so strong-crumbled.
The girl who always laughed-speechless.
and the girl who would never stop trying- Finally gave up.

” I’m the girl, the one ,that’s always lost. The one with the awkward smile and the girl who seems to be so strong, but everyday continues to break. The girl who’s always there and seems to have no problems of her own. the one who holds back tears until she’s off the phone. The girl who always likes the guy that doesn’t care “

I hate guys and their stupid games. So I liked this guy for hmm i would say a good year or so. we got in a fight at prom.. (but unfortunately i dont even have the slightest clue *a.k.a dont remember*of what i yelled at him about… actually i do remmeber saying I HATE YOU at some point of the convo. I waited 2 weeks to tell him im sorry and confessed. But maybe he took it as a joke. who knows. you can never noe what a guy is thinking UGHHH ! OH haha it gets better. He decided to ignore me for 1 month and out of the blue apologizes. Right when i got over him. laaamee sauceee. im trying so hard to forget about him but seeing him pop up on my msn whenever he signs on isnt helping at all. geeez maybe i am just a stupid girl who falls heads over heels too easily. i dont even noe what im suppose to do now. siiighhhhhh i wish i could just rewind time to the better days .. thats fo shoo..well i decided one thing. I aint gonna interfere with his lifee and move on. Again, im a stupid girl for venting out on tumblr :( 

“You missed what you could’ve had ..a girl who would’ve given up anything to be your everything”

soo.. firstly I wanna thank my fwend for introing me to tumblr <3 !